The Fairy Tells a Story

Once Upon a Time.........

Quite a while ago now, born into a world that was rather cold and not a very warm place....... people call Earth..... There was a very small & determined to get started human born, too early, I might add....... to 2 very young people in a not very interesting town called Murray, UT. This small human had some interesting paradigms right at the get go.

Just to make for certain that she was able to get all her many intentions addresses in this life. Let's see..... premature, unwanted, do to other paradigms, a 2 yr. old sister who wasn't ready to give up the baby seat yet, young parents riddled with their own stuff and life intentions. Plus..... the fact that this place Was Not yet ready for this wee beings energy!

You see........ this being was rip roaring to go from the start and well, the world was going to teach this particular fire ball that patience is truly.... a virtue.

There were many things to be learned before the fire and wings could be unleashed on this planet.

One of the first things to be learned was how to fend off unwanted blows by a still baby herself, sister. Once that was accomplished these Irish twins got along swimmingly.

Soon after that there was the lesson of how to be unique when in a large family. That was accomplished easily, by this rather blunt, imaginative Sagittarius.

So, the story goes for quite sometime....... There were camping trips on horseback, waterskiing on the Payette lake, sunburns, freckles, huckleberry picking.

There are countless lessons on the pure joy and Ecstasy of being a child in the world able to be Free!
This small person absolutely loved school and all the possibilities there. She learned the joy of grandparents and how truly unconditional they are.

Not like parents who want you to do things at a certain time and in a certain way..... blah! Not for this fairy at all!
Oh but, the greatness of freedom and living always in places with wide open spaces and things to explore, like......... dusty hay barns, grain silos, full to swim in, animals of all kinds from playful puppies to grumpy ponies or milking neighbors goats.

Some of the fondest experiences and lessons involved the upkeep and storing of food grown on the HUGE garden of the father's parents... Alfred and Betty. What wonderful names for 2 of the most splendid humans anyone could have in their lives. They were truly scrumptious grandparents! Delighting us all as children with their, youthful vigor, unwavering patience, guidance from the smallest detail of sewing a stitch, to how to shuck the corn or change gears on the Honda 90.
Awe......a plethora of sweet tantalizing human experiences...........
That was only one set of grandparents. The mothers parents were just as inspiring and teachers of another wonderful kind. A grandpa who was fun loving, a prankster and story teller extraordinaire. A grandma who taught the beauty of organization, and cleanliness. As well as what paradigms can do if left unshifted for a life time.....
Both full of unconditional love and tenderness. Two world travelers with a wealth of knowledge...... I've just begun to understand and I will just have to wait to fully understand until I talk with them again.

On it goes until... Whoa! Tragedy! Sister injured... parents going CRAZY! Loosing House/Home... Loving Cabin...self-esteem...Lots of moving and moving and moving and moving.................and moving......and moving...........

Then, in the midst of all that post traumatic stress disorder, And
being a Teenager! Good Lord!
This fairy of a firecracker, made it through all that to come out the other end...
Wiped Out!

She had lost the ability to see the sweet pleasure of life and focused more on what could fill her up... Nothing!
Didn't fit in any where, tried to mutate but, didn't want to me a Mutant!
All the while knowing she was much bigger than the skin she was in.

Then Finally... at the splendid age of 17 she...Woke Up!

Now that's not to say that her paradigms weren't running the show...but, from then on she was building New paradigms... And would later be the ground work for her...

True Life Purpose! Yippeeee!
At 17 she got to see some of the world, some mind altering and falling in love... which for the first time was reciprocated! That was very, New!
She also, much to her surprise and later she realized to her appreciation... got into some trouble.
Wake-up call to the Parents!..... Hello! Daughter going down low energy pathway!
Still unaware of her authenticity purpose but, getting a firm grasp on the river bank she decided to start standing up in the drift. The drift being going through life with a copilot at the helm instead of consciously driving her own ship.

So, many, many, many days later after awakening and taking a look around...

She decided to go to College. Got a scholarship, thanks to her dear English teacher and went to a great private college. After a lonely year of learning, she changed her mind and being extremely hard on herself... She came home to Boise, ID.
She was only there a year with her recently divorced mother and younger siblings when low and behold...paradigm central!!!!! Holy paradigm batman!

She fell, let me emphasize FELL... not really how you want to start a relationship

on her face.....with a skinned knee.
She fell in love with a very big paradigm and most wonderful blessing in the dynamics of the universal ying and yang. Yahoo!

She had a beautiful blessing of a unique Aquarius son, whom she had a wonderful unconditional friendship with....... They were the best of companions. She traveled the world and got to experience the wonder and beauty of seeing more of this truly miraculous planet. She also had the extraordinary experience of having a fiery and tender, strikingly beautiful girl.

Both of these children Being a Light in the darkness of fixed beliefs and living on her will.
No one is able to live on just will for long.......

So, she ended the chapter of surviving and started the chapters...on Thriving!
She packed her backs said good bye to the her she had known til then... scared and sad,

And full of determination and desire she got a crummy, sweet little apartment, went back to school to Dance and Dance and Dance!

That's when she met ME.... well, after lots and lots and lots of work...And of sheading layers, detoxing from former beliefs... down right crazy and magnificent acts of desire to find truth, her truth... She found ME!
Her truly, beautiful, quite extraordinary and ever inspiring self...pure spirit and joy... the fire in the woods, the Air in the uplift...the muse, the humanitarian Dancer.
Ali

Now...wide awake and full of Desire ~ which in Latin means ~ of the father~ by the way....... I am AWAKE!.......... clear and ready to be true to my Intention from when I took form........ and BE in my essence most of the time......no matter the consequence......no matter the resistance from others. There is no other way to live......and no other way I'd rather live! To BE...... is wonderful and to be loved unconditionally and for who I am in spirit and in intention is a beautiful gift.........And I will share it with whomever is near or far........ FOREVER!

Because...... ha ha I am you...... and you are me........ hee hee.
WE are we.
I am finally in love with myself after all this time searching for my perfect mate!
I am grateful for all my experiences up to now and for all to come.
I am grateful for all my amazing siblings who are waking up and walking consciously.
I am eternally grateful for my wonderful parents who were and still continue to be Perfect for my Purpose here. I am grateful for my beautiful teachers...my children.
I am grateful for any opportunity to grow and my wonderful mentors.
I am in Love...with Life and Everything, Absolutely Everything it has to offer!
This is Fun! Frightening and Beautiful!


Namaste~
me